True Confessions
True Confessions
You’ve Got Mail
Beverly Cialone
ireadiwrite Publishing
2010
ireadiwrite Publishing Edition
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True Confessions: You’ve Got Mail
ISBN 978–1–926760–35-3
Published in Canada with international distribution.
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously and any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, business establishments, events or locales is entirely coincidental.
Cover design: Michelle Halket
Cover Photograph: Courtesy & Copyright of PhotoXpress
In Loving Memory of RJ Holland
The following is a compilation of true emails that were sent to my internet lover.
While the other's correspondence could not be included, what follows is more than enough to let you know what was going on in both of our minds.
Enjoy...
True Confessions
You’ve Got Mail
Let Me Know What You Think
Please tell me how you, a complete stranger to me a mere month ago could turn me into such a person - boldly telling you what I want in vivid detail while I sit here, squirming in my chair at 3am. My every hidden desire pouring out of me onto the page while that deep ache has settled between my legs again, deep in my belly, my pussy is tight, aching longing, for release longing for you. I am restless, sleepless with frustration and anticipation of what we are going to do to each other when we finally meet. At this point there can be no question of if, or I would surely go mad with unfulfilled desire we will feast upon the veritable smorgasbord of orgasmic delights available to us. You will savor my every whimper, sigh, moan, groan, maybe even a scream - my every restless movement beneath your skilled mouth and fingers as you push me closer and closer to the brink the very edge of sanity. You will savor every fluid movement of our bodies every time I writhe in frustration in pleasure and then it’s your turn. I will feast upon you. I will gently take you in my mouth - my tongue warm and wet against your most sensitive flesh sliding it up and down your hardness. I will delight in teasing you - flicking my tongue across the head of your cock and then on that sensitive spot just underneath. And when you can't take it a moment longer I will taste the very essence of you all hot, creamy, and smooth on my tongue I will murmur my delight as I greedily swallow. I will taste the salt of your flesh feel your every quiver, relish your every moan and smile when you scream; laugh, even, because I had the power to make you scream. I will savor the feel of your cock in my hand as I gently stroke it with my fingers I will delight at your gasp of pleasure when I slide my hand lower and gently stroke your balls with my fingers right before I take them into my mouth. It will be your turn to beg me for more or maybe to beg me to stop or not to stop? I will delight in bestowing upon you the sweetest torture as I slide my finger slowly, gently, deeply into your waiting, twitching ass. My mouth will be waiting to swallow every hot drop when you finally explode.
Let's Make A Deal
You bring the condoms, the lube, the wine, the music and your hot, horny self along with your hard, aching, raging, wonderful cock. I'll bring the candles and a custom CD that makes me hornier every time I listen to it because I'm imagining what we'll be doing to each other as it spins. My own talented, creative, aching, wonderful, horny self dressed, of course, in my black mini black stockings my little black boots and a shirt with tiny buttons - how does that sound? But wait - who's bringing the defibrillators? And don't forget wear a tie and a white shirt so we can play doctor. You can choose your own pants since they won't be on for long, anyway.
My Thoughts
At the oddest, sometimes worst times, I will get a vivid image in my head of what we will be doing to each other. The way you will look as you're above me. Your cock in me - the darkness of your hair your expression as you thoroughly fuck me slowly and then faster. Sometimes I close my eyes and shiver as I picture your head between my legs I can almost feel your hot, velvety tongue as it slides into me against me gently stroking and licking until I'm literally writhing right where I'm sitting. I can almost feel the pleasure of your fingers as they slide into my pussy and then my ass I can almost feel the wetness of your tongue as it slides into my ass all hot and wet and I can only imagine the exquisite feel of your cock slowly sliding into my ass filling me up. It’s slowly at first and I can hear my soft gasp my own frantic moans as well as yours as you push it in even deeper. Perhaps then at that very moment my thoughts are so vivid because maybe you’re thinking the same as well?
I Just Can't Help Myself
When I first see you, I thoroughly intend to carry through with at least some of what I've written. Maybe I'll smile and say, “My Instructor is here!” Remember to wear a shirt with buttons so I can unbutton each one and kiss your flesh after releasing each button just like I wrote. I'll work my way down your chest and then I'll frantically pull your shirttail out of your pants right before my fingers undo your belt. I’ll unzip your pants, tug them down to your knees. By now I will be on my knees I will murmur my delight and appreciation as I gently stroke your cock. Your hand will be on my head as I finally lower my mouth to it. I will gently pull it into my mouth just the head at first I want to savor it this wonderful cock of yours because of the pleasure it is about to bring me. I want to bring it pleasure as well as its owner. Your fingers will slide through my hair as I take more of you into my mouth. You will be so hard and big and pleased. Would you like for me to do that as soon as you walk through the door? As soon as I yank you through the door?
I Should Stop Doing This to Myself
Oh, this sweet, self-inflicted torture! My pulse races and my heart pounds in sync with the pounding between my legs as I sit here picturing us doing all these things to each other with each other. I can't wait to feel your mouth, your fingers on me, in me, before you replace each with your cock, teasing me, stroking into me, pushing deeply into my pussy, my ass. They are both aching, pounding, wanting, nothing but your touch, your mouth, your cock, the feel of nothing but sweet release. All because of you. But we both know that I won't stop torturing myself like this.
Please Don't Think It Strange
When we first meet, I'm melting into you. If I am seized by a fit of desire to wrap my arms around your neck and simply savor your warmth. Please don’t think it’s crazy. Your smell, the feel of your breath against my neck, the feel of your arms around me and then the soft, warm, sweetness of your mouth against mine. The feel of your hand sliding over my hair, sliding through my hair, pressing my mouth even closer to yours while your other hand is sliding down my back cupping my ass, as I tentatively reach down and cup you in my hand because it has been so long since I have felt the warmth of another human body pressed against mine in this way. Close, warm, tantalizing, because I will be thinking of what is yet to come - as you slide your hand beneath my skirt, up my thigh, between my legs. Teasing me with your fingers, those long, skilled fingers - while my own hand is gently pressing against your cock through your pants. Cupping you, stroking you, melting into you even more as I feel you grow hard and even warmer in my hand. Your own hand between my legs is stroking, slidin
g back and forth causing an instant flurry of sparks. Would you like to hear me moan against your mouth feel me softly suck in my breath. Will this be our first shared pleasure?
The Very First
That the very first feel of your cock plunging into me, sliding slowly all the way in, is the absolute best. I live for that moment - and of course, the moment we first meet so I can wrap my arms around you and pull you close and hungrily, greedily devour your mouth before I move on to the rest of you.
Perhaps before all of these delightful festivities get under way, you would really work me into a frenzy - with your warm, soft mouth and those warm, skilled, gentle fingers. Would you slide down the length of my body and gently push my thighs apart? Would you love that? My vulnerability as I lay naked - open and exposed before you? Would you feel my slight shiver of anticipation as you lower your head and breathe softly on my warm, glistening, sensitive flesh? Would you slide a finger into my wet, willing warmth as you lower your head and close your mouth over the most sensitive part of me? Would you slide your finger deep as your mouth urgently tugs on my clit? Would you circle it with your tongue, teasing me, tasting me, tasting the sweet essence of me, while your finger stroked and probed? Then, would you slide your tongue along my pink, hot pussy before plunging it in? Would your hand tighten on the smooth flesh of my thigh as your tongue plunged deep? Would you love the way I’d be urgently pressing my pussy against your face? Grinding against your tongue? Moaning softly? Would you love the feel of my fingers in your hair? Tightening against your scalp? Would you love the way my warmth and wetness would increase, as you expertly lick, stroke, and probe my pussy with your nimble tongue? And then would you really give me a treat and slide a finger into my ass? Would you hear my deep, ragged gasp at this dual assault? Would you be in awe of the way my hips would clear the bed as you deliver your own special brand of mind-boggling pleasure? Would your arms be warm and firm against my thighs as you attempted to hold me down so you could continue your slow, sweet torture of my captive body? Would you be murmuring in delight as you hungrily, greedily consumed me? And then, when I just couldn’t take it a moment longer, will you delight in the way my body tenses right before I explode? Will you feel my fingers tighten in your hair? Will you notice the way my back is arching? Will you feel me shake as I flood your mouth and fingers with my warm, sticky, sweet essence? Even then, will you continue to lap at me with slower, gentler strokes? Will you devour every tasty drop that I have to offer? And then, as I lay before you, my breathing still fast, will you slide back up my body, and drop your mouth to mine so I can share in the delightful taste of myself?
You Asked
Remember when you invited me to share anything? When you asked for my thoughts and feelings on girl-girl action? Well I did, I obliged your fantasy accordingly on paper, for now, but now I have a question for you. What are your feelings of one woman with two men? Is that idea too freaky to even consider? Or would you embrace that idea as well? Because I'm willing to give it some serious consideration. Where would you like to be in this fantasy? Beneath me, your cock stroking into me or behind me with your cock in my ass? Dear God, what is happening to me? How do you do it? How have you coaxed all of these deep, dark, delightful, delicious fantasies from the recesses of my mind?
Older and Bolder
When I finally indulge your favorite fantasy, what will drive you mad? What will drive you completely insane with desire? Will it be my shy, tentative strokes against the other's flesh down her neck to her nipples guided by your hand, perhaps? Or will it be the way I hesitantly, shyly lower my mouth to that of our mutual friend? And then will it be my soft, surprised moan of pleasure at these new sensations? Will you be pressing against me as you guide my hand even lower to her hot, wet pussy? Will I be able to feel that hard, glorious bulge of your cock pressing into my back as you take my hand and guide my finger into her pussy? And then will your other hand have to hold me up as you push my finger even deeper into her because my knees will be weak from this absolute pleasure? And will you gently grip my wrist and show me how to slide my finger just so - making her moan and shiver in pleasure? And then will we all collapse onto the bed just before we stretch out beside her to bestow even more pleasure upon her? Will you raise your head and smile before you take my hand again and slide my finger into her? And then will you gently place your hand on the back of my head and guide my mouth to her pussy? Will you relish the sight of my tongue licking her clit right before I slide my finger in just so, like you showed me and then will your cock be painfully hard when I transform right before your eyes and go from hesitant to hungry? Hungry for her taste, her moans as I devour her, licking, stroking, tonguing; her moans feeding my hunger and increasing my frenzy as I begin rocking against the sheets. My own clit aching, my own pussy throbbing to be pleasured as I am pleasuring her. Will you be kind enough to oblige me then by sliding your tongue along my ass while your finger slides into my aching, wet pussy? Will you slide another finger in as your tongue delves deeper tasting and stroking me simultaneously? Will my moans, and those of our friend, drive you insane and make you even hotter? So hot that you just won't be able to help yourself as you replace your tongue with your cock? Will you be so hot and frantic that you'll quickly push into me or will you be able to exercise enough restraint to gently part my ass cheeks and slowly slide your cock in? Will the feel of my ass, all tight and hot around your cock, push you into such a frenzy that you'll be insanely impatient for more and more of me? I want you that frenzied. I want to feel your cock sliding into me slowly, at first, right before you push in deep, completely filling me up while I am pleasuring our friend to the point of a writhing, screaming climax?
What Else Do You Like?
In the throes of passion when you're plunging deep into me with my knees bent or perhaps my legs wrapped around your back straining upwards to take you even deeper, do you want my arms around your neck? Do you want my fingers in your hair? Do you want me gripping your shoulders? Or do you want to feel my fingers sliding down your back, my nails sliding across your skin not painfully - just enough so that you know how much I'm loving the feel of your cock in me. Will you relish the feel of my hands gripping your ass trying to pull you even deeper into me? And then will you relish the sound of my moans, the feel of my pussy gripping your cock pulsating around it as I orgasm wildly beneath you?
Would You be averse to tying me up?
With silk or softly fringed rope or even handcuffs? Then proceed to torture me with your fingers, your mouth while I am helpless to do anything except moan and beg you for more. Beg you to release my hands so I can return the favor - stroking your warm, hard body, your hard cock, your ass. But instead you laugh and shake your head as you lower your mouth to my nipple once again you gently nip it with your teeth while your tongue flicks across it. Your tongue strokes a hot path down my belly to my belly button and then even lower to my aching clit, my twitching pussy. Still helpless, all I can do is arch against you, moaning, sighing as you have your wicked way with me with my willing, soft, pliant body. You raise your head and smile right before you slide your finger into my ass I throw my head back my eyes closed as you lower your head again and slide your tongue into my hot pussy while your finger is still deep in my ass. I can't take the dual assault much longer. I desperately want your cock in me but I can't help myself. I come from the feel of your tongue and fingers in me and then you start all over again but this time you give me what I want - your hard, hot, raging cock. You plunge into me hard and deep until I'm almost ready to come again and then you raise my legs prop my feet on your shoulders. You pull your cock from my pussy and slide into my ass. My entire body jerks at this welcome invasion. You push your cock deep into my ass increasing your pace as I buck wildly against you urging you on with my hot, frantic moans, my wails of pleasure. Finally I come and so do you. You slowly pull your cock out of my ass and put your head between my legs you slide your tongue into my pussy and drink my hot, sweet, sticky treat. You lap
up every drop then raise your head smiling. You slide up my body and share the taste of myself on your lips.
You Have Nice Hands
Nice long fingers just perfect for finger-fucking my pussy and my ass. And after your fingers are all sticky and wet with my sweet pussy juice, I will delight in licking them clean - one after the other - sucking them, even moaning in delight at my own taste on your hands.
Your Fantasy
Picture it. Me and another woman - someone of your choosing, perhaps? Of course there will be candles in the soft glow, we undress before you while you watch aching to join in. Perhaps you do. You get to go first since you're the man and I've been with you before. Lead me into it - start kissing me, licking, stroking and then as you work your way down my body, our willing counterpart begins doing the same; kissing, licking, stroking where your lips just were on my flesh. All of this action has me writhing beneath you whimpering softly while you're devouring my pussy with your mouth and fingers. The other woman and I are kissing, stroking each other's nipples and then kissing them. My finger slides into her pussy while her mouth closes over mine; but even so I'm still moaning and whimpering deep in my throat. I replace my finger with my mouth as I greedily lap at her dripping pussy, making her moan and writhe. And then I can't contain my gasp of pleasure when I feel your cock slide into me. By now our friend has moved even lower and while you're pounding into me she's gently stroking your balls and your ass cheeks which drives you into even more of a frenzy but we stop before you come because there is SO much more we want to do to each other, with each other. Now you finish. This is your fantasy.